realised that at that point in time, i was such a sad girl
filled with hatred/whatnots for _______ (guess this person).
its odd how i feel so different now,
yet the same (if you get what i mean).
reading it, kinda made me 'see' something.
reasons as to why i see certain things the way i do today
reasons why i am who i am today
reasons why i act the way that i do.
however, some things are bewildering.
its just weird,
like a blurred reflection.
the one you face is someone you can't really make out,
but the warm familiarity is there.
that mysterious sense of
identification with who you were
and who you are now.
and yet, it seems like you are worlds apart.
different, is definitely the only word to it.
but how different, is probably the issue here.
a mentality change, or an emotional growth.
depends on how you look at it i guess.
goodbye.